I thought I was finally over Aidan...But No....I can't do it!
I spent a full 24 hours off facebook and went to town, and slept for most of it.
I had a lovely day in Liverpool Central {United Kingdom} with Megan and Amy and then i come home to find this...
Is that ment to spite me?!
Ment to rub it in my face?
Yes. I fucking understand you both like eachother and you will be going out soon...
I am fuming and i also told Aidan to never speak to me again..
He NOW likes...
Claudia
Lizzy
Caitlin
Shannon
WHAT THE FUCK.
It's unbelievable on how much of a twat he is! I wish i had never fallen for him...that way i could still be his best friend.
It hurts to be without him...He doesn't understand that i am the only girl who will ever truly love him.
I don't want to stop talking to him because his voice is a melody and his heartbeat is my harmony.
I won't forget the way he kissed me by surprise a couple of days before we got together,Him...taking my hands:(
FOCUS JAMIE! DON'T FUCKING THINK OF YOUR AMAZING MEMORIES.
I love him with all my heart but i thought i was slowly moving on til i saw that, then it flooded back.
My friend James likes me, i might give it a go and see how it goes, and go on a date, i haven't been on a date before so it would be nice:)
I'm not ready to let go but I have to....For the benefit of myself...
I've lost a lot of weight recently and i get bad headaches and constantly feel sick, I'm feeling much better today:)
Thankyou for so many hypes and comments on my previous blogs...
I really appreciate it! <3
Comments
Tbh, your so much prettier, and a lot nicer person jamie :) hes an idiot if he cant see that... You might feel like you have your heart wrapped around this one person, but i can garentee, if hes treating you like that, he aint worth it! theres a lot nice guys out there <3
Thanks faye:)<3
aww:( guys are strange.. well most of them. wowow I am so sorry that happened.